4 posts tagged “バービー”
Show us some interesting bottles.
Submitted by Red Pen.
When I read this challenge, I thought, what bottles do I have in my room. Then, I thought my perfume bottles would do the trick. I love perfume. I want to collect a lot more, but it's expensive, haha. And of course I don't want ones that I don't think smell good. So, in that photo is two bottles of Tommy Girl; one is almost done. A small and big bottle of Live by Jennifer Lopez, Dolly Girl and Secret Wish by Anna Sui. I don't know which is my favourite, but lately I'm wearing Live a lot because I have so much of it, haha.
I was thinking of this. I don't know why. But lately, every single time I read or hear challenge, I can't help but think o f this sound clip. It's of my barby boys, and they're talking about autumn and what they think of when they think of autumn. So Yamaji is talking about food (naturally) and Hinata says okay Akira, what about you? And Akira wanted to say food too, but then he's like okay, sports. And Kei goes, what sports do you play? And Akira is like, I don't play any. So they all have a grand old time laughing, and Hinata asks him what sport do you want to try your best in? (チャンレジしたい) and Akira decides baseball, so they start going on about that.
But yeah. When I see or hear challenge, I think of that. O_O
Maybe, I've been listening to that too much recently.
I really like hearing his voice though. (＠Д＠; アセアセ・・・
Am I turning super creepy? Haha.
Hey, at least I can get through the comment without feeling really down, pathetic and without crying. WIN.
I thought a while about whether or not I wanted to write about this here. But, I want to write about it SOMEWHERE, and it's NOT going to be on my mixi for extremely obvious reasons (there are people on my mixi who know this boy).
Anyways.
I oddly enough had a dream about Akira. I
have no idea why, I guess because I was talking about him earlier in
the day. But when I woke up and remembered, I was surprised... because,
well I like Akira but, you know.
He was so sweet in my dream, and spoke really good English...
He
was sitting at a table, kind of like a small card table and writing
something down, but writing it in English. I have no idea how I got
there, but I was, and beside him the whole time. He was really
talkative (which is uncharacteristic, but I assume if you get to know
him he's probably reasonably chatty), and was both writing and speaking
in mostly English. Unfortunately, I have no recollection of what was
being said.
I mostly remember thinking he was really sweet, and really liking him and wanting to be closer to him all the time, haha. He was dressed really nice too, with a white jacket and a black dress shirt underneath, and had CUT HIS HAIR (just like I had mentally kept telling him to do for months). Then for some reason I was kneeling at the table, because there was only one chair, and he was sitting in it, so I was beside him just crouching instead of standing as he was talking about something. Then he kept playing with my hair, which was odd but nice. I like it when people do that. I remember thinking in my dream, I shouldn't say anything, because maybe he'll stop, haha. But I knew I had to say something, so there was a long silence, until I spoke.
I woke up shortly after that. It wasn't a really exciting dream or anything, but it felt so real and for me, it was definitely weird to be dreaming about him. I guess on some level I always kind of liked him, especially because he always seemed the most interested out of everyone. But, there's ○○○. So then I felt like since I absolutely adore him, I can't like Akira or Yamaji too, because they're friends and that's weird. Seeing how sickeningly much I liked ○○○.
But Akira was always so wonderfully sweet to us. We always stood in between him and ○○○; without fail. And he made sure to let us know he knew we were there, every single live. Even if it was awkward and embarassing sometimes (ahem, like when he thought it was FUNNY to make the white girl jump). He also made sure both Nels and I got one of his picks; like really made sure. Put it in your hand, and closed your hand around it sure. So we knew it was to us, and not just tossed out. He was shy though; not so much on stage but if he was ever off stage and even close by at all he wouldn't make any eye contact, haha. The best was when Nels and I were arguing, because I was so nervous I wanted to go home instead of meeting them (stupid, I know but I was really that nervous) and he was watching our whole... scene from behind the table. Every single time we looked over, he'd look up at the ceiling, haha.
I miss them.
A lot.
I told Naoki, that I dreamt about Akira, and he said that I'll meet him again then. Haha.
I wonder.
I really want to go back soon; I keep telling myself that when I go back I can't be this shy. I have to get some guts and talk and have fun. I could have said something to him so many times. But I was always so ridiculously shy.
I'm glad Nels was there on the 25th. I really can't thank you enough, because if it wasn't for you I'd never have done a single thing.
大ノ助（exバービー）新バンド メルロメロ 1/10(水)名古屋クラブクアトロ 出演決定！！
All I can say.
IS YAY!
And, I want to go see. T_T
They're doing another live in March. . .
I wonder who else is in the band. . .
By the end of today (Japanese time), it'll all be over. The last of my four bands will be gone. It's pretty depressing really.
First, was Ruephy. Okay, so I guess it's not SO bad beacuse at least those boys (minus Mukku) went on to form Pashya, and Mukku is in hurts now. Although, Tomo left and yes, I definitely had a huge crush on him. But, Io's in his place which makes me feel better about Tomo leaving. I always did like Io, just, not in the same way I like Tomo.
Following Ruephy was Ichigo Rock. I'm beside myself with happiness that sweet little Sora is in meth, and like I just said I'm glad Io is in Pashya. Yuina, I have no idea what he's up to recently. And Ren is such a darling, and I'm glad I can talk to him, even if we haven't talked in a while. I should write him soon. Regardless, I was sad to see these boys go. I think, out of all the bands we saw them the most.
Then, barby.
Is it pathetic that sometimes, it's hard to talk or write about them without getting seriously emotional? I still think about him everyday. I shouldn't. I don't want to. But I do. And then he left and it got worse. Akira was upset and a good majority of the girls were so mean to poor Yuzuki, who really is a darling. He's not Hinata, but he tried SO hard. He's not doing any band stuff right now, and as for Hinata, Akira, Yamaji, Kei and Daichan, I really have no idea where everyone is. Kei HAS done some supporting and Daichan was in a few session bands. . .
I miss him.
Finally, Jaguar. I was actually pretty shocked when I read "ラストライブ" (last live) on the Donuts site. I didn't expect them to disband any time soon. I know they took a hiatus, but they seem to be good friends and their mini-album was awesome. I really wanted to see them live when we went back in September, but they didn't play at a place or date we could see them. That, was utterly disappointing. Especially because their new look rocks.
It was bad when Kou left, but I always figured they'd find another drummer and keep going. Kei drummed for them, Sora, Naruka... I wanted Sora to join, until I found out he was in meth. Then I wanted Narkua to join, because I think he's sweet. But anyways, I thought, maybe they're not really disbanding. Maybe they're just being tools and calling it the last live. But then I read it in Ichigo's journal and then Rara's.
It sucks when your favourite bands disband. It sucks more when you can't be there to see them at the end. There have been SO many that I was REALLY into and now poof, they're gone.
So, right now who's left?
Pashya, meth., Guy's Family, Viored, Babylon.
Pashya and meth. are the two I'm really into; like, follow the guy's journals and that kind of thing. I also loved HATED (Shiki and Yuya from meth. were in HATED before), so I can honestly not wait until they release something.
Anyways.
I'm so glad I got to see his last. And I'm glad he came on the 25th.
