Do you ever wonder, if anyone really, truly cares?
A lot of people meet people on the internet lately, right?
Like, it's a new way to meet people, I guess.
Maybe it's not the safest thing, but there have been a lot of good relationships that come out of meeting someone online.
I don't really know what the point of that was at all.
I'm really tired.
But I don't want to sleep. It's the tired yet still wide awake thing.
Ah.
I feel blah.
懐かしい；
I feel... ugly. Stupid. Hopeless. Useless.
I've decided, I want it to happen, if it can.
I wonder, how many people will understand that sentence.
I've done a lot of translations lately.
It's a good feeling, because I can understand more and more without having to look things up.
Maybe it sounds lame, but I want someone to want me.
Actually, I want him to want me.
Is that bad? Unreasonable? Weird?
Hm.
It's been a while since I wrote here kind of, hasn't it.
Seeing as for a while there, I was spamming... more or less.
So. What's new.
School will be over for this semester in a couple of weeks.
I have two essays and a project to do, plus two exams. Mind you I haven't started a thing.
Naturally.
I should be thinking of school and all that, but there's only a couple of things that I can seem to think about.
One, is completely lame, haha. And, I've probably talked about it far too much, so I do apologize to my friends for putting up with me. I'm still waiting, to see what's going to happen. I don't even know what I want to hear, to be honest. I get scared so easily, and of course I want it to work out... the way I want it to. It never does. But that doesn't stop me from wanting it to.
Anyways.
So my kids. I gotta talk about my kids.
Last week, Sara did her first lesson WITHOUT HER MUM! It was awesome. She paid attention really well, and tried. This week, her mum came in again. And she didn't as well... I don't know if it's because her mum is there or not. I think it's more that she has off and on days, but I think next week I might ask her mum to see if we can try the lesson without her being in the room again, and see how it goes. She's really nice, and she even asked if I thought that was maybe the reason Sara was being all silly and shy. But, in BIG AND EXCITING NEWS! Sara's mum told me, that last night, she practiced BY HERSELF WITHOUT BEING ASKED for like, the first time. That's so awesome! AND her flashcards were amazing today! She's a really smart kid.
Mr. Chayan.
Oh he kills me. Every week he kills me.
I wrote this on my virb, but it's so cute I have to write it here.
So, last week. You know, how I got my hair permed? Well, last week he tells me that he likes my hair better straight. He said, that he doesn't think it looks bad permed, but straight is more "Me". He backed that up with the statement, "I want to be a fashion designer, so I have to like know these kind of things".
I think I almost fell off my chair. He's so cute.
This week too he said something funny, but I can't remember what it was. He gets goofy sometimes, but it ends up being funny, and he usually knows when to drop it and actually do what I ask.
He's a great student to have. ^^
Now, Leanne quit two weeks ago. So I got two new students.
Briana and Sierra. I've taught them both before (Briana only once, however). and they're both nice girls.
Briana is actually a lot like Whitney, they're both in the same place in their book, and both really quick. I thought of putting them in a class, but I'm hesitating... I think they'd both work better in individual lessons, you know?
Anyways, she's a nice girl. Quiet, but I don't know if that's because she doesn't really know me yet... she really hates making mistakes. Today I asked her... if she did. She said yeah, I do. I said, Haha, I can tell. But I told her that she has to make a lot in order to get better, and I said, you have no idea how many really horrible mistakes on the piano I've made; don't worry, you can make them. And I think that made her feel a little better.
Next is Whitney~. She's doing good still, but there are a few areas I'd like to work a little more on. Especially with touch... everything is loud and fast. But when you're eight, that's the fun way to play things. So I understand where she's coming from... she's doing her exam in June. O_O She started STARTED from the very beginning knowing nothing in October, and she's already doing an exam in June.
I know she can do it, and I'm sure she can do decently. We'll be starting yet another new book in a week or two.
Sierra! One of my new ones. She's so tiny! She's really adorable, I don't know how old she is... I think, she might look younger than she really is. She's super super quiet, not really shy... but quiet. And I think she needs a little more confidence to really progress more. She calculates everything so carefully before she plays it, so it sometimes takes a while to get through a song. But that's something we can work on. ^^ Val told me, that she overheard her, her sister and her mum talking and her mum said that she was glad I was her new teacher! That makes me glad and a little relieved. I was worried that because Leanne was both Sierra and Briana's teacher before, that they might not like me as much.
Then we have Alisha. She's coming Monday's now, because that works out better for a while. This girl kills me too, she has such a personality! She's a really nice kid. And! I think she's been working really hard lately. Last week, her stuff was a lot better and she tried really hard in her lesson! I was really proud of her! I told her mum, who also praised her, so I think that if that continues to happen, she'll continue to do better and better. When I was in Japan in Sept, her mum told me when I got back that she'd been working hard on the new song because she wanted to impress me when I got back. ^^
Tonight, I had one of Bev's little ones for an hour. Her name is Jordan, and I think she's five. She's missed a good five lessons, so she's behind her class. She is absolutely adorable, and such a smart girl! Dude, we got so many new songs! I know it doesn't seem like a lot, but for a five year old, from 7:30 - 8:30 at night? That. Is amazing. She sat still, behaved. She got a bit tired, so we took a break and played flashcards. Her mum dresses her so cutely, haha.
I want one so I can dress them up cute. (Omg, Ailea, I should add that to my list of questions, along with, "take a picture of yourself half naked so I can post it in my fourm, HAHA).
I know this is long.
But this has been on my mind.
Almost every day, I get this lecture, about how I have to eat. Or eat more.
Okay, so yeah. I don't eat much. I could probably go all day without eating, and not be bothered by it.
I honestly have absolutely no appetite. I have no idea why. I'm not really sick anymore (had a cold, lost my voice, good times, good times). But I just am never hungry. My mind tells me I should eat, but I just don't feel hungry at all, so it's hard to force yourself to make something when you don't feel like eating it.
Does that make sense?
Anyways. I don't know what's up with that.
I also never sleep. Haha.
No I do.
But lately I can't go to sleep before four or so. No idea why.
Okay. I'm done for now.
I'll write more later. At some point.
Lately, half the stuff I want to write, I feel like I shouldn't write it here.
Just in case~ σ( ^ｰﾟ)うっふん♪
We'll see.
We'll see.
It's 8:40am, on a Tuesday morning, and I'm sitting in Discourse Analysis, obviously extremely intrigued by the course material. No really, it's too early for this. For any sort of intelligent thought. I'm going off of about three hours sleep here. So, I will entertain myself by answering 100 questions I found randomly online.
If you feel so inclined, you too can answer them in your journal. ♡
I'm sorry the questions are all in caps, but I'm too lazy to retype it. You'll have to deal with the shouting.
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Hm, one I got when I was ironing a towel (don't even ask) and I accidentally hit the iron with the back of my hand. It's a tiny scar though. My big scar, I got from surgery I had when I was born, due to lack of working intestineness.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Paint. And paintings.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It's green, and cute. It has a couple of cell phone charms hanging off it, including Bunny, who saved the cell phone one day. It was truly amazing. I bought Bunny at the shrine in Oosu, and I was walking from the dorm to the subway one day (to a live, naturally) and I was checking the time or my email or something on my phone, and I accidentally dropped it. BUT, bunny caught hold my headphones wire and saved the day! *CHEERS* It was seriously awesome.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Rock... visual bands.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
No idea.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
○○○
7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
○○○・・・ Okay, I miss a lot of people. I really miss Nels and Kimkim.
10. WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Elizabeth
11. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
Grey's Anatomy! I love Buffy, Friends, Will & Grace and Sex and the City too.
12. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
Well, I'm talking to Maya and Kyle right now on the internet. Does that count?
13. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
YES. Especially after I've been watching scary TV shows, like Haunted Homes or Most Haunted.
14. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
You.
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Secret Wish and Dolly Girl by Anna Sui and Live by Jennifer Lopez.
16. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Depends on the person, different colours suit different people right?
But, I like warm eyes and not short hair. Not too long hair either. Colour can vary.
17. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
A little bit of both. Unfortunately, I'm neither. (-"-;A ...ｱｾｱｾ
18. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Tea. (Even though it wasn't one of the options).
19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Now I know Kim is going to complain, but you can bite me. Cheese, pepperoni, and pineapple.
20. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
マーボー、カレーうどん、餃子
21. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My father. He yelled at me, because he zomg had to wait two minutes for me to come down the stairs.
22. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Yes.
23. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
... well, I guess technically the first gift someone gave me would have been when my parents had a baby shower, so people gave me gifts. I... don't remember that far back.
24. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
I like more than one person. Not that it matters, none of them like me back.
25. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nope.
26. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Depends. Most of my clothes are Mexx, except my jeans.
27. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Er... I don't really care.
28. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
The car? ... I... don't really care. Pink.
29. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
None? Haha. I'm not into the whole exercise thing.
30. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes. I'm stupid like that.
31. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I don't know. I guess it depends who the person is.
32. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Two.
33. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Anyone can be a blonde or a brunette at any point in their life. So, it doesn't really matter.
34. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
My mum's store and the Conservatory.
35. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
The scratching of seatbelts and table cloths. Really repetitive sounds irritate me as well.
ALSO.
I absolutely cannot stand when people I don't know ask me for favours. Like to translate something, or send them something. I don't freaking know you, and I think it's incredibly rude to message me, e-mail or whatever to ask for something from me. If you're my friend, you can ask for anything and I'll probably give it to you. But if I don't know you? That's just rude and lame.
35. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
Well, seeing as I don't live in the U.S... yes.
36. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Hot, cute, nice boys.
37. TATER TOTS OR FRIES?
Tater tots! Only because it's ten billion times more fun to say. Although, if it's spicy curly fries, they win.
38. FIRST JOB?
Paper route.
39. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
Oh I'm sure I must have as a kid.l
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
"Paying attention" in class.
41. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Everything? I want to be beautiful.
42. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
To kill time in class, because I can't handle this course this early in the morning and I need some sort of entertainment.
43. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't know. It's hard to believe any compliments are true.
44. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Not really care.
45. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
○○○
46. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
I'm not sure. I don't know if I want any really. I wouldn't have any kids without being married.
47. WHERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope
48. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Sometimes, not really anymore. They never come true, so I kind of gave up.
49. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Index finger I guess.
50. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Yesterday or the day before.
51. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
HAHA. No! You can't read it. T_T
52. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Cajun chicken
53. ANY BAD HABITS?
Tons.
54. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
None.
55. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
No way. I'd avoid myself like the plague.
56. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Hm, probably. But it was obviously something not important.
57. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Of course. Anyone who says otherwise is in denial. I'm not saying looks are the most important thing, but they do matter. Let's be realistic. I saw on the news once, that they did this experiment. They had two teachers that were basically the same in skill and had a similar disposition and personality, however, one was stereotypically "pretty" and the other one wasn't. They had each teacher teach the same class and asked the kids which teacher they preferred. Every single child said the prettier teacher, and when asked why, a lot of them said because she was pretty. That makes me feel like I'm screwed, haha.
58. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Cry. Scream. Blog.
59. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
ZOMG THE JELLYSTONE. And the Conservatory.
60. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Too easily.
61. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Bob. He was a dog, with wheels. He rocked the world.
62. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
I don't use my cell phone anymore, because it's a Japanese cell phone and won't work in Canada.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No. [/Sarcasm]
64. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
Hm, not really. I've met a couple of famous people (Eddie Izzard!) but I don't know if I really know anyone famous. One day I'm sure a couple of the people I know will be famous～♡
65. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Kind of, I guess.
66. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ahh, okay. Let's see. Most important, is someone that I get along with, and who's fun and easy going with a similar sense of humour. Someone that I find attractive (and I don't mean, zomg model, but you know, just someone you can be like, dude, I so want you right now). Someone intelligent and motivated. Someone who is independent, but still needs me, if that makes any sense. Basically, I want something I know I'll never find... well, that's not true. I can find a person like this, they just never want me back.
67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
A, Age, Agie, Adri
68. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU HAVE?
Ten or so, I guess.
69. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Usually, but not always.
70. WHERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
Not particularly, no.
71. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
I like sorbet, and fruity flavoured stuff. And coconut.
72. ARE YOU LAZY?
HAHA. Yes. T_T Sometimes I'm not. It really depends what it comes to. I'm very unlazy when it comes to the art of procrastination.
73. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
PINK!
74. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
I have a lot of favourite bands. But of course, バービー、ジャガー、Pashya、苺６９、バビロン、サディ、ギャックメン、12012、ギルガメッシュ、KuRt, Shulla... and so on and so on.
75. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
I've decided that if I decide I don't have any wisdom teeth, they won't disrupt anything and I won't have to suffer the pain of getting them out. Yes. It's denial, but dammit it's going to work.
76. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Yesss... everyone who reads it.
77. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
My Prof talking about Narrative Clauses and tense-iconicity.
78. LAST THING YOU ATE?
A Timmies breakfast sandwich
79. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
An answering machine.
80. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I don't know... their hair? Haha.
81. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
Hm. I don't really know that one either.
82. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
Really annoying stupid immature people who should never be allowed to talk.
83. FAVORITE DRINK:
Tea.
84. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN
Um... none. I'm a gemini, but I don't like the twins, because the picture is usually creepy.
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
To play? I guess field hockey. Although, I haven't played it in years.
86. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brownish blondeish.
87. EYE COLOR?
Brown
88. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
No. T_T But I love glasses. Boys in glasses = hot.
89. SIBLINGS?
My dog.
90. FAVORITE MONTH(s)
Hm. May. September.
91. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
No.
92. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Will & Grace
93. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
I don't have one. Every year my favourite day is different.
94. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Oh hell yes. I'm usually to shy to say to anyone that I really like them.
Fear (knowledge?) of rejection.
95. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter. Much easier to warm up than it is to cool down.
96. KISSES OR HUGS?
Depends who I'm getting them from.
97. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.
98. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
... no one?
99. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
... everyone?
100. CREATE YOUR OWN QUESTION! WHOO!
If you were able to complete only one of your dreams, which one would it be?
I wonder if I have to answer this...
I guess I can do it the round about way, and claim that if you know me at all, you would probably realize which dream I'd want to come true the most. And no, don't think about him, or him or anything like that. Just in a broad sense, that's what I want. I haven't had to have already met the person yet.
How do you handle phone calls from telemarketers?
I tell them I'm not over eighteen and my parents are not available.
Occasionally, I'll listen.
I feel sick.
I miss you again.
Even if I want him.
I really like him.
Nothing stops me from still wishing I had you.
And there's no chance I'd ever have him either.
So I guess, it doesn't matter.
I'm barely holding on now.
Any moment, I think I'm going to break.
I've realized, I can't do it.
I can do any of it.
I feel left out of everything and invisible to everyone.
And I've realized now, that's really how it's always going to be.
Isn't it.
I feel like I'm going to throw up.
I want someone to save me.
But for someone to do that, they have to want you, need you, love you...
I realize that I'm asking for the impossible.
Unfortunately, you always have that tiny thread of hope.
I guess, that's what keeps us going.
And even though it exists, I'm having a hard time finding it right now.
What's so wrong with me?
What's one of your favorite quotes?
Submitted by Georgie-boy.
"Good morning starshine, the Earth says HELLO!"
What's your musical horoscope? (Put your player on shuffle and write down the first 10 songs that come up.)
Inspired by Stephanie.
愛し愛しのハイカラボーイ － バービー
agony － Retina
RED CARPET GOING ON － アリス九號.
病的な闇の中 － KuRt
メロンコリー － メロ
橙 － HeaRt
Funny play － バビロン
NASTY DAYS － ギャックメン
CHILDREN OF DESPAIR － サディ
逆ギレ － Shulla
No キャサリン T_T That makes me sad.
Okay, I need to sleep.
I've had a headache all day, so I didn't go to my night class.
I just slept. I think I've slept more today than I have all week.
Also, I've had nothing to eat except for two pieces of toast, that I ate at about midnight.
I feel.... sick. And kind of down.
I don't mean to be such a drag, seriously, but I feel stuck in this rut that I can't get out of.
Can't someone just come and pull me out?
Let's see. It's just past 2:00am, and I can't sleep.
So here's 150 questions and answers, found randomly on the internet.
1. Do you like having your picture taken.
No, not at all. They never turn out flattering... like, ever.
2. Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non?
Nope. But it would be fun to do a professional one I think.
3. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why?
Back to Japan. Why? Because... I liked it there? Haha.
4. Who would you take with you on this adventure?
Nels! Of course! Who else would I want to go traipsing around Japan with?
5. What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime.
I don't know... It depends on the person. To some people, something dangerous like bungee jumping would be considered the most daring thing, but to others, something like getting married would be. As for me, I guess something that requires me putting myself out there... because I'm so freaking shy.
6. Would you ever do that?
Err, I don't have much of a choice really, do I?
7. Have you ever done crossword puzzles?
You bet.
8. Ever actually completed one?
I hope so!
9. Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it.
I'm too lazy to get up and get a book, so I'm grabbing a lyric book.
"Just give me sadness and love"
10. Do the same with either a CD or a lyric from the radio.
Well, didn't see that one coming did I. But regardless,
"thank
you for baby 君と出会えた事に 心から大きなありがとう"
Ten points if you can guess the band, ten more if you know the song. Haha.
11. Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams?
Yeah, I used to try all the time. Actually, just the other day I had a revelation about a dream I have often... admittedly I can't remember what the dream was or what the revelation was now, but at the time, it was seriously insightful, haha.
12. Would you put up posters in your room?
In my room here? No. In Japan I did, because the walls were so stark and bare. But here, I have paintings and the walls are blue, so no.
13. Can you sing?
I wish! I like to sing, does that count?
14. Do you ever sing to yourself while doing every day tasks?
HAHA. Oh my. I make up songs for EVERYTHING I do. Okay, not everything, but a lot. Nels will attest to this. Especially when I'm making graphics. Or talking to my dog.
15. What's your favorite color of post-it note?
Pink.
16. How many cassette tapes do you own?
... do people use those now? I used to have a bunch as a kid, but I haven't touched one for years.
17. How many CDs do you own?
Over two hundred for sure... maybe more than two hundred and fifty? I haven't counted.
18. Ever bought a CD just for one song?
Hm. Probably. I buy a lot of CDs because the band members look cute / hot.
19. What would your perfect day consist of?
Just spending it with someone I love, that loves me back, would be perfect.
20. Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone online?
Yes, every now and then. Sometimes, you just don't feel like talking, but I don't want to hurt someone's feelings by saying that I don't feel like talking, or talking to them.
21. Have you ever written a survey?
I'm not that ambitious.
22. How about a song? If so, share it.
Haha, we used to write a lot of songs. Although, the best is the Mr. Mackey (Macky? Mackie?) song that we made up in gymnastics. Mr. Mackey (maybe this is spelt wrong, but oh well) was a grade seven teacher, until I was in grade six, then he retired and became the "Resource Center" ... caretaker? Or whatever. He also drove the school bus, including the bus to and from the club we used to go to every Wednesday for gymnastics. He always drove fast and kind of crazy, so we made this song. It's been a while since we've sung it (obviously, haha) so it might be a bit off... this is how I remember it though:
"When Mr. Mackey's driving, that big old Ridley bus,
Jenn is very scared, and so are the rest of us!
The Ridley bus goes flying, past all of the cars!
Then we hit a speed bump and our heads hit metal bars!
Bumpity bump bump bumpity bump bump beep beep crash!
Mr. Mackey, speeding down the road!
Mr. Mackey, bumpity bump we go!
Mr. Mackey, can't stay in the lines!
Mr. Mackey, hang on for this ride!
When Mr. Mackey's driving, we have to hold on tight.
And then we turn a corner and go flying to the right!
Then we see a red light and come to a screeching stop,
He doesn't even slow down when he sees a police cop!
Bumpity bump bump bumpity bump bump beep beep crash!
Mr. Mackey, speeding down the road!
Mr. Mackey, bumpity bump we go!
Mr. Mackey, can't stay in the lines!
Mr. Mackey, hang on for this ride!
Now the ride is over and we all are very glad,
Except for Mr. Mackey who is really very sad!
Then we all remember, that we have to get back!
Another exciting bus ride, with old Mr. Mack!
Mr. Mackey, speeding down the road!
Mr. Mackey, bumpity bump we go!
Mr. Mackey, can't stay in the lines!
Mr. Mackey, hang on for this ride!"
23. Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them.
Hm. I can honestly say I don't remember any of the poems I've written. I DO remember that in grade eleven (or twelve) we had to do a poetry assignment, and make a collection of poems that we had written and submit it. They had to all be new poems, and so I did that. And my teacher thought that I had used a poem I used the year before, which, I hadn't. I was seriously annoyed because I'd worked hard on them all. -_-'
24. Is your VCR flashing 12:00 all the time?
No, I don't have a VCR. Well, I do, but it's sitting in a drawer collecting dust.
25. Do you read your horoscope?
Sometimes. I find that it gets your hopes up, and you're only let down later when the good stuff doesn't become true.
26. If so do you base your day on it?
Well, no.
27. Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash, and why?
Gum. No reason, I just like gum.
28. Do you floss?
Sometimes. It's pretty troublesome.
29. Are you addicted to Napster like me?
I don't know who 'you' are, but no, I'm not. I use Soulseek though.
30. How many times a year (about) are you sick?
A few... I think right now is the first time this year! Or... second!
31. Ever been in an airplane?
Yes!
32. If so, where were you flying to?
The first time, I was going to P.E.I with my grandparents, the next two times was to and from Japan.
33. What radio station do you listen to most?
I don't.
34. What color are your shoes?
... that's a little too broad. I love shoes, even though I don't have that many pairs. But I have black, tan, brown, teal, red, maroonish, pink, white...
35. Was Fuzzy Wuzzy a bear?
So I've been told.
36. Do you know how to play Dominos?
Kind of.
37. Or do you think I just mean pizza by that?
No...
38. Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind?
Pepperoni, cheese, pineapple.
39. What color are your eyes?
Brown. T_T I absolutely love brown eyes for guys, but for me, it just makes me seem more plain Jane than I already am.
40. How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime?
More than I care to admit.
41. Describe your bedroom. Include all details.
Wow, okay. So, my walls are blue, and I have a desk (but it's really just drawers) and above the desk are shelves on both sides. One houses mostly magazines and CDs while the other has random books and stuff I have no where else to put so I just shove it into the shelves. Then there's my bird cage, with Aki and Hiro. Then, two tables one of which has a lamp on it, because the fan / light that's on the ceiling is REALLY bright. My bed is a futon... and I have random stuff on the arms, like a teacup, bottles of water, nailpolish. My closet doors are two giant mirrors and ... my closet is crammed with clothes and shoes (all the ones that aren't on the floor). Then I have my laundry hamper... and garbage can... plus the TV, DVD players and router that are mounted on a wall / shelf. Oh, and on the floor (that's wooden) is a white, round carpet.
42. Name one person your life is made better by.
All my friends (Okay, I know that's not just one person).
43. Would you or have you ever shaved your head?
Um. NO.
44. How about someone else's?
NO. Hair (on your head) is your friend.
45. Can you do math with ease?
Hahaha. No. T_T
46. What size is your computer screen?
I think it's seventeen inches.
47. If you could only talk to one person online who would it be?
○○○
48. Name your favorite type of music and why?
Rock... specifically Japanese visual bands... because, they're fun?
49. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope
50. How about an aspiring actor/actress?
Not that either
51. What famous person, dead or alive, would you interview if you had the chance?
I don't really know. There's no one that's famous that I have a desire to meet at the moment.
52. Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors?
Robin Hood: Men in Tights
53. Name one of your passions in life.
Music
54. What is your least favorite time of day?
Waking up
55. Who is your favorite member in a band (singer, guitar, bass, drummer...) and why?
Vocalist. They're usually hot? Haha. I don't know, for some reason I always like the singer.
56. Do you use hairspray or gel?
Not often.
57. Describe your favorite meal.
Curry. That's pretty much it.
58. What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes?
Blackish red?
59. Ever listen to classical music?
Yes, of course.
60. Have you ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it.
I seriously hate to admit that.
61. Do you find you use Internet language when writing notes IRL?
Hm, I use LOL, but I think that's it.
62. What songs would be on your ideal CD?
I have issues selecting just a few songs, so it would be a massive CD of about 500 songs.
63. Say one thing you learned today.
How to mark moves in Discourse.
64. What is the best present you've ever given someone else?
I'm not sure... as long as they enjoy it it's a good present right?
65. What is the best present someone else has ever given you?
My friends always pick nice things... the best present though is probably the piano my parents gave me when I was in grade five (piano). Before that, I had only ever had a keyboard.
66. So hey, what's your full name?
Er, Adrienne Elizabeth. And then my last name.
67. Describe yourself while drunk.
I get really sleepy, and fall asleep. Of course, that's after smushing cookies in Kim's bed / room.
68. How big are the windows in your house?
Normal size?
69. Do you wear a watch?
No, the watch I want to wear, the clasp is really loose so I'm afraid it'll fall off if I wear it.
70. What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else?
Nothing? I don't know.
71. What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated?
Er.
72. How many mirrors do you have?
My closet doors. Mirrors are not really appreciated. OH my Teddy mirror too.
73. Write one sentence you want people to say about you once you've passed on.
Maybe something like, "She changed my life" (in a good way).
74. Have you ever sailed?
No, I don't think so
75. How fast can you run?
Not very fast, I don't think. Although, I can run surprisingly fast in heels.
76. What do you believe in?
You.
77. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Depends where I'm going.
78. Do you shower daily?
Usually.
79. What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so?
There are a lot of things I'd like to change, mostly things about myself. Especially the way I look.
80. Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it.
I'd like to be able to recall everything that I had heard, read, learned, etc. I don't know what I'd do with that, but it would be nice to remember things so well.
81. Are candles romantic or a fire hazard?
Romantic! I love candles.
82. Name something you've done in the last 24 hours, no matter how big or small.
Slept for a long, long time. I still don't feel well though.
83. Do you wear necklaces/bracelets/anklets/earrings/rings?
Yes.
84. What colors are you wearing right now?
Pink, tan, black, silver
85. How often do you change the sheets on your bed?
I don't have sheets on my bed.
86. Have you ever gotten lost? If so, explain.
HAHA. Yes. T_T I got Althea, Leah and myself lost in Tokyo for a good four hours (after not sleeping for 30+ hours mind you). Ah, it was amusing.
87. What's on your computer desk?
I don't have a computer desk.
88. How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment?
Eight. Usually it's only four.
89. When you're talking do you ever use your hands in the air to do quotation marks of certain words?
Haha, I have on occasion, but it's not something I do often.
90. Which landmark would you climb if you could?
The CN Tower! But that would be so scary.
91. Do you own or have you read or thought of reading any self help books.
No, I've never read anything like that. I'm not sure if I would, it would probably make me feel frustrated.
92. Ever seriously questioned your sanity?
Every day.
93. Can you break-dance?
No.
94. What's in your fridge right now?
Cream, bread, jam...
95. How many people do you live with?
Two
96. Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area?
I haven't, but I would.
97. What is the strangest thing you've ever done?
I really haven't the slightest idea.
98. Name an instrument you've never played but would like to.
Drumsss
99. Have you ever been on TV or the radio?
Yes!
100. What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you?
It depends on the person and what my relationship with them is.
101. Are you a fast typer?
I'm not too bad.
102. How high have you counted before getting bored?
I've done the whole 99 bottles of beer on the wall song.
103. Describe how you sleep.
I just... fall asleep? Haha.
104. Are you straight/bi/gay?
Straight
105. Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so, what?
Eat, watch tv, talk on the phone, play with the birds, listen to music
106. What is the most expensive item you own?
Probably my computer.
107. How about the least expensive?
... I don't know.
108. What's your favorite card game to play?
Frustration! But I haven't played it in a loooong time.
109. What do you do online?
Chat, blog, mixi
110. Name some stores you've bought clothes in before?
I buy a lot of my clothes at Honey's, but they're mostly by Mexx. Le Chateau is where I get my jeans, because they fit best. I've bought clothes at random places.
111. Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so, which one?
Haha, all the books I read in high school and hated. Well, if I actually read them and didn't skim read them, I might have understood.
112. Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so, which one?
Definitely, but I can't think of any right now.
113. Do you think people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theirs?
I probably pick up on theirs more.
114. Are you easily influences by other people or current trends?
Not overly.
115. What makes you unique (in your own opinion)?
I don't know, I don't think anything about me stands out.
116. Name your worst quality.
Everything. Especially shyness.
117. Name your best.
Nothing.
118. What would you like to do with your life?
Be happy.
119. Do you blow-dry your hair?
No, not unless it's really cold out.
120. How many clocks are in your house?
Five or six?
121. Are they all set at the same time?
Nope. I set mine about 20 minutes ahead, because I have trouble getting up in the morning.
122. Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the correct time?
Read above.
123. What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning?
Why am I waking up this early?
124. Which browser do you use?
Firefox
125. Do you bite your nails?
Occasionally
126. Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf?
Aww, yes. I'm lame like that, haha.
127. Ever been to a farm?
You bet! When I went up to my friend's cottage we used to help out on the farm that was nearby and ride horses.
128. Tell me about your dream last night.
I don't remember the dream I had last night. T_T Actually, I don't remember anything about last night.
129. Ever seen a shooting star?
I think I have, but I don't really remember.
130. Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone.
I hate the way I think.
131. Do your days fly by or seem to last forever?
Some fly by, some last forever.
132. Have you ever stayed in a fancy, high class, rich hotel?
Yeah, I guess.
133. Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel?
Haha, no.
134. What, in your opinion, is the best advertising slogan out there?
I'm not sure. I never remember things like that when I'm asked about them. Recently, I like the Jetta commercials, about safety, but they're kind of creepy. And I like the don't drink and drive ones, because even if they're horrible, they're effective, I think.
135. When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civillians will you be on the list to go?
Wouldn't it be massively expensive? I'd like to go though, if I had nothing to lose.
136. How are you feeling right now?
Not so good. I have a headache and I'm feeling overwhelmingly inadequate and quite hopeless again.
137. Have you ever written anything on your skin?
Of course.
138. If so what?
Pictures, phone numbers, homework
139. Which website do you frequent most often?
... mixi.jp.
140. What color is most of your clothes?
Blacks, browns, pinks, teals
141. Do you own any plants?
Not really, they all die on me.
142. Are things as bad as they seem?
Sometimes.
143. Describe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you.
That's really difficult. People have done a lot of nice things for me, so it's hard to choose the nicest.
144. Have you ever looked directly at the sun?
Stupidly enough, yes.
145. Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse?
No. O_O
146. What's your favorite cereal?
Honey Nut Cheerios and Honeycomb
147. Who do you miss?
○○○, Kim and Nels
148. Name something you just cannot forget, no matter how hard you try.
The way he smiled.
149. Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal.
I've never been in a physical fight. I don't really fight.
150. Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before.
Wasn't this asked before?
THREE MONTH CONSECUTIVE RELEASE FROM MY FAVOURITE BOYS!
YAY!
I'm really excited! Of course, I'm currently almost broke, but of course I'll be buying each one. Plus I have to order キャサリン's new release～♪
BUT YAY FOR PASHYA BOYS!
I don't know if it's been announced formally or not, but Akito posted it in his journal. ^_^
